" When will i be able to rest? When i be able to properly enjoy time with people i love?
When will i be able to stop being accused by people for neglecting my friends?Why isit always workworkworkworkworkschoolschoolschoolschoolschool.
It affects my relationship, it affect my kinship, it affects every fucking shit.
I have no energy anymore.
I have only one piece of heart.
Extremely fragile, this is a fact that never had changed, and it will never changed.
Rejections, demotivations, they always hit me so hard.
Every little small thing that displease people, every little small problem i accidentally caused,
it haunts me, it hurts me, very much.
I hate to sleep. Before i close my eyes, I will never fail to think of how people once ostracised me, how people humiliated me, how people ignored me, how people discriminate my work, how people talk behind my back.
Hi, i am, still a human being.
I've tried to be very strong, but I just couldnt although i seems like i've changed into a stronger person.
I'm on the verge of giving up, everything.
I hate how i always cry, because i really dont know what else i can do. "
Im feeling just the same as you, besty! really really :/
