Agree much yea!
Well, 1 last week before the final project presentation.
final lap, which is the 4 exams paper after the 3 weeks of study break
and mark the end of my year 2 sem 1 journey.
hmm, must say this semester is also as happening as the previous semester.

but i guess this semester is better, be it good or bad :D
Good thing:
Mingle with the guys in my class, we got to know each other pretty well and better i guess?
Small chats, big laughters, little conflicts, but i guess this is how we strengthen our bond.
It's okay to have little arguments at times, but forgive and forget yeaa.
Not exactly the class is united on the whole, but pretty glad that at least most of them
were together during breaks, playing monopoly deal!
haha, fun and addictive mannn.

the most enjoyable module i had: COMSKILLS 2!
wonderful and fabulous teacher we have got.
i still rmb personal development sakun was choosy,
comskills1 alex yeo was strict with full or criticism.
well well, this time we have got a modern tutor! cool yo! (Y)
at least, the final assignment done up by our group totally facinated her.
Her comments to us...i swear, the best of the best!
well done ppl! especially to jy, doing retarded stuff in his lifeee.
hahaha!

Bandzout was pretty successful i guess!
cheers to huiling & rongle,whose our "mummy & daddy" for that few months,
taking little kids, which is the 4 dept.hahaha.
congrats to midnight's over, hafiz's band on getting the 1st runner up position! ;D
well, pretty many unhappiness spark off, well, at least all of us put up a great show.
*pat on shoulder*
all of us went through thick and thin.
countless of sleepy nights , just to wake up early in the morning for booth and stuff.
doing props and backdrops,it's all worth it.

and for the bad thing?
nah, not really consider that as bad.haha.
trying to move on.
yea, the word "sorry" turn worthless and useless indeed.
main thing for us right now is to move on, get over it.
You weren't at fault on the whole.
harsh, hot-headed, that's how i describe us in the first place.
breakup is not the painful part, it's how to get over it.
well, i realised many things after giving much thought and being knock to sense too.

Scars will still be there after the healing process?
yes, but...
at least, you were responsible enough.
you know it was unfair for me so you decided not to continue it too.
at least, you didnt lie to me.
at the point of time you are still confused, you decided to pause this relationship.
perhaps i should have pointed out the insecure feeling i had long ago.
it would have been easier for you to say it out.

holding any hatred? nahh.
just that, you were unsure of your feelings and you just plung right into relationship.
companionship or relationship that you want?
there's a difference between a partner and a friend yeaa. haha.
you are too lonely and pessimistic that you might have got confused i guess.

my self-reflection?
i was way too easily contented.
perhaps i shouldnt be harsh too.
perhaps besty was right, im also holding on to abit of curiousity in the first place.
but i was never wrong about my feelings for it.
the time we know one another was far too short.
we did not know one another well too. hmms.

right now...
finding room in my heart to move on.
must be willing to let go of it, because it's not the end of the world yet.
Cry a river, build a bridge, get over it.
I smiled cause at least i still have those memories.
at least i experience and taste how bitter and sweet it was.
life's not a fairytale, there's neither princess nor prince on white horse.
Time to wake up and walk out of the so-called castle!
No matter where I am going, or what I am doing,my intention to focus on the positive.
You are moving on :)
pretty good thing, at least we remained as friends.

getting a better life?
hmms, how to when now life's full of projects and exam preparation?
HAHA! time to focus and move on like seriously!
no time to waste.
many TODO list too that i have to list down:
meetups with: besty liau, ex-colleagues.
august: RAD exam... like soonish! :/

argh, next week seems to be so tighttttttttt.
perhaps unable to make it for yvonne's birthday.

anw, holidays are pretty soon here!
holiday to china? hmms.
back to help my alma- mater too.
a promise that i kept with my juniors. ;D