next week: BIAPJ final presentation!
great great, this project module really got the whole course
crazyyyyy!
SAS server going downnn majority of the time.
a program that cost shit load but cant even program well for just 60ppl.
but when server's down, there's always run joy and laughterr in the lab.
funny!
though we complain how lag, how sucky SAS was, but everyone's done with their project.
monday & tuesday shall be the showcase time.
jia you, FI! ;D
but sian lurh, the 3 girls plus those guys have their presentation on the same day,
left me alone for the last day -.-
anw, cant wait for huiling's birthday next week too!
hehe, gonna be funnnnnn!
borrowed polaraid from besty liau, thanks alot! :D
bumped into someone you fear of?
somehow whenever we bump into that someone, you seems to be abit tense up.
not really obvious to some, but to me you are.
it's a good thing you put on a brave front (:
i see the you in me, how i reacted when i saw someone whom i dont wish to see.
reminds me of that horrible incident i was had back in SGS.
hmms, why do we hold that scare/afraid feeling in our heart?
in fact everytime when we bumped into her, you just got tense up abit,
walking past them as if nothing happen.
they are making your life miserable mannn :/
that incident happened more than 6 months ago already,
yet some of them still hold on to the hatred inside.
Does this little innocent know what happen exactly?
she just dunno how the biggg commotion was solved within hours even till now.
question marks generated on our minds, yet still concluded with no answers.
and now, she held her head low when walking past you and your clique.
fair? i dont think she deserve it, she paid school money for education,
not to see all the sarcastic faces of you guys.
it really reminds me of the time i held my head low to school not trying to look that the gang too.
torturing right inside mentally. it still stays vividly on my mind.
but well,my situation got better a year later at least.
but sadly, he past away last year, RIP, though you might have forgotten me.
but i still remember how my classmate describe you, fierce but friendly.
i shared with you this incident, becos i understand the feeling of bumping into someone
that reminds you of and unpleasant incident.
but hey,never have the thinking that it's your fault. never!
the feeeling inside definitely cant be eased, it takes time, it can never be heal.
because it's about your self esteem and confidence.
yea, and after that you question yourself why should you be afraid yea?
haha. nice having a heart to heart talk to someone whom you are comfortable with at times.
dont have to be someone you knew for long.
it's about trust whether to share what you are thinking/feeling inside, but
at least when you found someone whom you deem comfortable and a good listener,
it's ok to actually say it out.
if not,controlling too much of your emotions will do you harm.
dont hold the fear in your heart, remember,big wide smile on the face! ;D
you go girl! ;DDDDD
